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Senti Moments
November 20, 2009For the first time in my whole adult life I cried because of a man! I never imagined myself shedding tears for a man. But tonight I did.Iniyakan ko ang isang lalaki na I don’t even know if he deserves it. Hindi naman talaga ako mahilig mag-senti o kaya magkwento ng kadramahan ko sa buhay. I’m not comfortable talking about feeling and emotions at kung ano pang anik-anik ng tangegot na heart. But I just need to ease it up a little bit. You don’t actually need to read this, just scroll down or hit the back button.
Ang sakit pala if you’re expecting something from someone, tapos kahit 1/8 lang ng expectation mo hindi man lang na meet. Tama nga sinabi ng isang epal na friend ko, “ikspik-ikspik! masaktan ka lang!!!”, paminsan-minsan tumatama din pala ang lukaret nya. Ngayon ko lang din na realize na mahirap palang mag havest sa Farmville pag sabay tumutulo ang luha at sipon. Natuluan tuloy sipon and keyboard ng laptop ko.
“It’s better to love and lost than never love at all.” Hayzzz, sino ba nag-imbento ng sayings na yan? Gusto ko syang maka-usap para ma-explain nya sa akin kung anong basis nya at na comeup nya ang ganyang conclusion. It hurts kaya!
Imagine, I travelled 3 hours para makasama sya but he didn’t even joined me for lunch! “I have appointment sa lunchtime…blah…blah…blah”, pack-sheets naman almost one-week namin pinag-usapan ang pagpunta ko that day tapos bigla may appointment. Exchange sa total 6 hours trip ko ay ang halos 2-oras na pagsasama na walang kibuan, date namin sa National Bookstore, ang saya ano?
Well, I’ve no one to blame but the stupid ME. Tatanga-tanga kasi. Okey na yung drama ko few months ago na “…i think it’s over”, kaso bigla namang sumulpot at dinramahan ng ungas na lalaking ito ang Ninang nyo ng “…i miss you like crazy” at “…lets start all over again” ayun nauto na naman ang matalino si Byter.
Tested and proven na talaga ang kasabihan na “pagdating sa pag-ibig na bobobo ang mga matatalino”. I want to share to you ang poem na ini-mail sa akin ng isa ko pang friend na tanga-tanga din pagdating sa love. Ewan ko kung saang sulok ng cyberspace nya pinulot to. Ang ganda ng poem, this time naka-relate ako. Dati wa-epik sa akin ang mga kadramahan na yan.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang title ng poem, at di ko rin alam kung sino ang author. If ikaw ang author nito, please come forward and introduce yourself email ka sa akin sa byterology[dat]gmail[dat]com para mabigyan kita ng credit sa iyong magandang likha. Ito na yun:
Love is like a sharpened knife,
that could cut you deep and tear you apart.
Love is like the deep blue sea,
that could get you drowned when it fills your heart.Love is like an endless night,
without a single ray of light.
You could get lost,you won’t know what’s right,
for it could take away your sight.Love is like a raging storm,
that takes you away and could leave you alone.
Love can be a treasure you own,
it can be a diamond,but it could turn to a stone.Love gives hope but could leave you helpless,
it can make you smile,but could cause you sadness.
Love is pure and yet it can be faked,
it can make you feel better,but it could cause you great ache.Love gives assurance,love gives trust,
but it sometimes get broken and beaten by lust.
Love gives pleasure but it also gives pain,
it could play with your mind,and leave you insane.Love can be a home or just a simple shelter,
gives comfort when you need,but could leave you right after.
Love makes you complete but could also break you down,
Love gives you wings but could drop you to the ground.Love is a gift but it could turn to a curse,
it makes you do your best but it could bring out your worst.
It could turn the wisest into a fool,
for love is a very dangerous tool.
Previous Comments
aru juice ko pohhhh!!!! pareng james sobrang long and winding road naman ng comment mo. pang-blog na yan!
at dun sa tanong na sobrang deeper than the ocean: What if wala ng bukas? Magagawa pa kaya natin ang dapat nating gawin?
Ang sagot ko naman: wag mo nalang gawin, magsasayang ka lang ng effort eh wala namang bukas…. amen? Amen!
Posted by tambayannibyter at November 27, 2009, 3:37 pmIt doesn’t matter how many times you will cry, and it does’t matter if he is worthy for your golden tears, what matters most is you know that your a human..hehehe you belong in the family of Stronghold,kaya mo yan!
David cried because of his beloved friend, And Jesus also and who are you not too? your only a woman in a silly red sheet looking for special things,hehe..its not that easy.(song?=)
laugh it out…!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GfioY8UreGA
@tinajoy - ano ka ba!? you’re not supposed to read this…..! how could i still pretend that i’m the industructible one?
but you’re right, i’m only a woman in a silly red sheet looking for special things. san-o pa ma-propose si batman bai….?
Posted by tambayannibyter at December 4, 2009, 3:22 pmi’ve read this and i can relate to it. i’ve been there and it was not only you who crossed the road of sacrifices because of love. when my 7 years ended because basically my ex gf found a new one to love which the least i could expect it too since we all had the stop and starts in our relationship. but still it ended that way… for now my current relationship is different from what i had in the last 7 years but even if its not right… i am happy… even if it’s illegal then im still willing to stand by it.
cry if its needed to.. it doesnt make u less as a person if u cry.. i did and i grieve because of what i have lost.. just take a little time to heal then everything will fall into its right place. take it from me… (winks)
Posted by chep at December 10, 2009, 8:36 pm@chep - thank you for commenting kahit you make me cry again. sana nga mag-fall na sa right place at sa right man. kakasawa nang maghintay sa right-right na yan.
God Bless and i hope you could find the right whatever also. 
Hello, I’m searching google and found your blog nice post. Mabuhay Sikat ang Pinoy!
Posted by Sikat ang Pinoy Talambuhay at December 14, 2009, 7:59 amAko gumawa nung tula ‘nang. Hehe.
Posted by yiN at January 2, 2010, 11:34 amMy guide to guys (when I was single) - drop em if they show ANY signs of being bratty. I still cried over a few but dropped them anyway and finally met someone who was WORTH IT! We’ve been together now for 18 years and married for 10 of them! Nice blog Byter!!!
Posted by Joyce at January 21, 2010, 2:08 pm@joyce - mareng joyce, salamat sa comment. i like your advice na “drop em…” galing. drop em ko na ang loko.
@yin - really, galing mo!
Posted by tambayannibyter at February 4, 2010, 9:30 pmjust wondering if you’re ok now..
been there and still there.. i hate it but im just so tanga tanga and super bobo. surely, there’s someone better there… somewhere.. sana mahanap n nya ako, sana dumating n sya..
godbless!!
Posted by G at March 23, 2010, 12:41 pmpano ba makarecover?.. hay.. ang hirap naman..i always find myself waking up in the morning with wet eyes. pakensyeyt naman eh.. .ano dapat ko gawin to move on?.. .
Posted by bigette at April 1, 2010, 3:06 pm@ G and Bigette - there’s only two things we can do, that is to move on and then move on.
Posted by tambayannibyter at April 15, 2010, 2:03 amits a part of our life to be hurt but not always the ryt is most of d tym ur hapi..
dont think negative its not ur lost
its his lost instead of crying, sufferin..
much better is make ur self busy
improve ur self make ur self blooming ung tipong pag nakita k nya maiicip nya “woah parang mas naging ok xa ngaung wala n kami” dont show that u feel so lost
without him u make his head bigger n bigger..
and he will think that u cant live without him.. shit s dae dae ng tao sa mundo di k mauubusan noh! dont push ur self to luv a person that didnt see ur worth and dont know how to treat u the right way should be treated!.. madedepres k lng find a sumthing u can focus.. try to unwine travel find great spot viewing ung tipong marerelax k pati icp mo!
To John, 100% totally agree ako sa sinabi mo!
all wat u say is right…
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What if wala ng bukas? Magagawa pa kaya natin ang dapat nating gawin?
Kung maraming taong dakila na nabuhay noon di ba natin kayang maging dakila sa panahon natin?
Magpakatotoo ka kaibigan, ipagmalaki mo kung sino ka at ano ka, isang tunay na Filipinong Kristiano!
Wag nating gayahin ang ibang tao na nabuhay na mga tanga at stupido (mapagmataas, ilusyunado, mangmang at mga ipokrito)
Sila na nabubuhay sa kasalanan at kasamaan, ka immoralidad at kamunduan.
Wag mong ikalungkot na mahirap ka, may kapintasan, pagkukulang o matinding karamdaman at mga kabiguan.
Bagkus maging positibo ka at harapin ang mga pagsubok, “Stand for the Truth, Fight for the Right…”, tumayo sa tama at tumingin sa mga biyaya…
Nilikha ka ng Diyos (na Spiritu at Banal) ayon sa kalooban niya at para sa ikabubuti mo.
May dahilan ang lahat ng bagay at lahat ng to’ at may konskwensya lahat ng kabutihan at kasamaang gawa ng tao…
Ang buhay at kasaysayan, kapalaran ng bawat indibidual naayon sa pananampalataya at gagawin niyang hakbang.
Ituwid natin ang lahat ng ating pagkakamali noon at sa ngayon, yamang tayo ay nabubuhay sa kalayaang pumili (life is important and life is too short…)
Walang mangyayari kung tayo ay mananatili sa ganitong sitwasyon.
Gumising ka sa realidad at palayain ang sarili sa lahat ng pagkaalipin.
(Namatay si Hesus upang lahat ng sumampalataya sa Kanya ay maligtas, Siya ang daan, katotohanan at ang buhay…)
Magkaisa para sa tunay na pagbabago para sa Diyos, para sa Bayan at para sa Kalikasan.
Na tayo bawat isa ay ganapin ang binigay sa ating mga mahahalagang tungkulin (mga dapat nating gawin).
“God created all w/ purpose, every human with full right to live according to his/her free will to choose, the normal life, simplicity, goodness without any corruption and oppression, to love, respect and to have discipline that must show to everyone…”
-James307 (By: Baptist Church, Pampanga, Philippines 2009, 11-19-09/8:00PM)
Posted by James307 at November 21, 2009, 11:01 pm